Self Love — How Getting Hit by A Car Improved Mine

Hey everyone,
About a month ago I had an experience that I think made me stronger. I was hit by a car. I was on my way to the bus terminal to go back home for a family event and I was crossing a side street when a Screen shot 2013-06-27 at 11.26.21 AMcab turned into the side street and hit me. Luckily I jumped onto the hood and I had minor injuries. And to my shock the thing I heard the most after “Are you OK?” was “Are you going to sue him?”. My answer was no. People were confused, people persisted and people didn’t understand. If someone hit me why wasn’t I cashing in on their mistake? Because thats what it was, a mistake. People mess up. More importantly good people mess up. And I could tell he was a good person. Hell I had to calm him down! He was more upset than I was. He felt terrible and I witnessed that in his actions, heard it in his words and saw it in his eyes.

After the accident I looked within my heart and the first thing I saw wasn’t “sue him”. It was “I am so grateful I am OK. What is the universe trying to tell me?”. So I looked within my heart again and wondered why I didn’t jump to the idea of suing him, like everyone else, and I realized it didn’t sit right with me.

There is some pretty bad mojo out in the world today and I realized I didn’t want to add to it. So I chose not to sue him. I evaluated the situation and I thought about how I would feel suing him. To me it would feel malicious, unkind and cold. Now if the man had been a different person, if he had been an asshole then this story may have ended differently. But under these circumstances, I felt more happy being able to walk away relatively unscathed with both of us well without any bad blood. He still calls me to ask how I’m doing.

I feel like a stronger person because I was open and loving enough to let him off the hook, so to speak. He wasn’t being malicious, he wasn’t trying to hurt me, he was just a good man who made a wrong turn and I was the person who could have made it one of the worst turns of his life, or make it a memory of gratitude and positive change. So I chose the latter and my heart, every day, feels better because of this.

Screen shot 2013-06-27 at 11.24.36 AMSo what does this have to do with self love? For me I was actively loving myself and investing in myself by not doing something that everyone insisted I do. I listened to what was true to me and I followed my heart. This is huge when it comes to self love. There are so many situations we’re faced with and we don’t look inside to our true selves for the answer. I asked myself what would make me happy, in the truest form and that was to walk away from the situation cherishing my life and being grateful that I survived, for me that was enough. And I truly believe I gave him more of a learning and growing experience by forgiving him.

However having said all that each situation is unique and calls for a different plan. So I understand why people would choose a different path in a similar situation.

I’m sure you know the saying that everything happens for a reason. This I believe in because I think each situation, good or bad is a cause for reflection and a tool to create awareness. Both reflection and awareness are tools for bettering your self love. So sometime soon take a situation in your life and reflect on it, look within and ask yourself why or how this can help to make you a better, more fulfilled person. And how it can help you invest in self love.

Happy Walking,
Tori J Wilcox

Your Relationship — With Yourself

Hey everyone,
The other morning on my walk I was thinking about relationships. And even though I could talk about break-ups or how to be a good partner I’m actually going to put more focus on your personal relationship with yourself. Throughout life we are conditioned to want a successful relationship with another person. Screen shot 2013-06-07 at 10.48.10 AMBut where does the self love fit in? I am a firm believer in self love and building a successful relationship with yourself before having one with someone outside of you.
Why is it that we idealize a relationship with a dream partner but we don’t idealize a relationship with our dream selves? That seems backwards to me. Everything we dream of saying to our partner we should be saying to ourselves first. Why wouldn’t you dote on yourself? At the end of the day you are the one person you’re with for your whole entire life, why wouldn’t you invest in your relationship with yourself? Self love is so seriously overlooked in our society. And we’re conditioned to look for it in someone else. We’ve got to learn how to become our most precious support system. I’m not talking looking out for only yourself and being as selfish as hell, I’m talking about looking within for love and not looking outwards for love or fulfillment. I mean how do you expect to have a strong healthy relationship with someone when you don’t have one with yourself?

Screen shot 2013-06-07 at 10.48.24 AMI had a thought once, after a break-up, when a love song came on my iPod. I thought, “Well this is sad, I have no one to think about while I listen to this song.” And just like that the universe responded to me with “Sure you do, you have you.” and I was overjoyed. Why hadn’t I seen this before? Why couldn’t I be giddy and excited about myself? Yes this may sound a little silly but it only sounds silly because its not the norm. But what if we made it that way? What if self love was one of our greatest desires, just like finding our dream partner? (and I don’t mean being full of yourself, that is a whole other story)

Its all about filling yourself up with love so that you can have love pouring over into another person. I wrote a Facebook status about a month ago that says, “It’s not about finding the person that completes you, its about finding an extension of you. Someone that adds to your happy, not someone that is your happy.” And I truly believe that. Realizing that and putting an emphasis on self love has opened me up to greater happiness. Hopefully it will do the same for you!

Happy walking,

Tori J Wilcox

Here is The Limit — Now Pass it!

Hey everyone,
As I left my house this morning I asked the universe to throw me a topic to ponder on my walk. And the answer I got back was,
“Why limit yourself to just one?” Screen Shot 2013-06-02 at 8.26.09 PMThis made me smile and I instantly got to thinking about the word limit and what it means. On my walk I got to thinking about how so many people around me, including myself, limit themselves. Go ahead and think of your wildest dream. Do you have it? Good! Now did it come with the thought but it’ll never actually happen? Why in the world do you think you can’t achieve it? Is it because others who achieved it did it a different way than you ever could? Are you too old, too young, too uneducated, too whatever? You’re never too anything to live your dream, trust me. (OK, unless it is to fly to outer space with your pet gorilla, but even then I bet that could happen if you put your mind to it!) The reason people are living their dreams today is because they’re a unique individual who at some point believed enough in themselves that others started to notice and joined in. 

Now take my cat for example, his name is Bear, he is relentless968777_4450448273187_1743877403_n when he wants something and he makes sure you know it! He has pure animal drive and if he wants to wake you up in the middle of the night for some cuddles, he’ll make it happen! My point is why can’t we, once we’ve figured out our dream and our passion, go after it with pure, focused, animal drive? It’s because we limit ourselves. I’m reading an amazing book right now called 9780307986931_p0_v1_s260x420May Cause Miracles by Gabrielle Bernstein and in it she helps you shift your life from one full of fear to one full of love. We limit ourselves because of fear, you can deny it all you want, but you do it and I do it. I can’t be an actor because there are a x number of other people out there who are better than I am and who look better for the role than I do. I can’t be a lifestyle coach because I’m too young and my whole life people have blown me off because of my age and because they don’t think I’m credible. These are fears that I have and I’m aware of them. But screw it! I am an actor and I am a lifestyle coach and I will continue to be those things and grow within them as time goes on, in my own way.

Never limit yourself, you’re much too special and your dream is much too special, you have it for a reason. We all have dreams because if we achieve them we’re our true selves and there is nothing better to give to the world than your true self. So stop limiting yourself right now! Quit it! Be you, be your dream! Work hard and make yourself happy. We’ve all been conditioned to stunt our dreams because they aren’t as financially sound, or aren’t the norm, or aren’t this or aren’t that. This is your life, take control of it. Because out of all those possibilities it was you that was born that day, however many years ago, and it was for a reason. 

Happy walking,
Tori J Wilcox

Morning Walks with Tori

Hey everyone!
I’m back after a pretty hectic year. And my new hobby, if you can call it that, is taking morning walks. At first it started as a way to get up and get my body moving first thing in the am, you know to be a healthy Tori. But then it started to form into a time of reflection and awareness.

I’ve recently become friends with a new co-worker named Morgan, she writes a blog called Life After Bagels, check it out! Especially if you’re looking for some healthy inspiration. Needless to say she has inspired me to hit the ground walking…

The summertime is usually when I am most inspired to eat healthy andScreen shot 2013-05-27 at 10.36.40 AM live an active lifestyle, mostly because I have such a set schedule with work and I have the time. So I was already gearing up to get into healthy Tori mode when Morgan came along.

The last two summers I’ve met influential people, hell probably each season I meet inspirational people but this summer Morgan is one of them. She gives me that extra push and the best part is all she has to do is be herself. Her interests and her passions are enough, just being around them gives me that extra kick.

Surrounding yourself with positive influences is so important. Especially when those positive influences are people who like the same things as you. I’ve said for a long time now and I will continue to say you have to surround yourself with people you are willing to support and people who are willing to support you. Just know that you deserve this and ask the universe for those kinds of people, don’t dwell on the people you don’t want in your life, just be grateful for the keepers and ask for more of them!

Happy walking,
Tori J Wilcox

Blueberries

On Monday the Universe brought my blueberries.

I woke up and pressed snooze a million times. I unhappily did my Yoga and Meditation.  In short I was having a big case of the moody Mondays. So I asked the Universe for help.

“Universe, please send me something.” I asked. 

I decided to grab breakfast on campus, so I
went to my favourite place Berries and Blooms.
I started putting spoonfuls of kiwis, melon and peaches into the container. Suddenly I spotted the blueberries and a sound of
delight came out of me. And just like that, with a bowl of blueberries my mood
changed. I couldn’t stop smiling!

The reason why I am telling you this story,
aside from the fact that I think it is charming,
is because the Universe responded to me with something simple and small. I wasn’t asking
for an epic event to come my way when I
pleaded to the Universe, just something.

Open yourself up to the possibility or the fact that something small can change your day and make it that much brighter. All you have to do is be willing and ask for it!

And what do you know, as I am writing this blog I was sitting here thinking about how hungry I am and how I wish someone would bring me food. A friend came by and offered me the rest of her ice cream that she didn’t want! Look at the Universe go!

Believe that good things come to those who ask, so look within yourself and ask. Because when it comes down to it, its all up to you to be happy and well!

It’s the simple things,
Tori J Wilcox

Conversations with The Universe



Some people believe in God, some people believe in Buddha, some people believe in the power of their own mind. Needless to say there are a variety of figures, religions, etc for people to believe in.  I believe in the Universe.

Conversation With The Universe
A thought came to me today about starting a dialogue with the Universe. I already do
have one going but lately I feel the dialogue is going deeper. So I am going to start a series of blogs called Conversations with The Universe.

You know how you can measure a conversation on how you feel? For example, think
of a conversation you had that was only made up of small talk. Now think of a
conversation you had with someone that was inquisitive and in-depth. The two feelings
are vastly different. I feel that I am moving from cheerful, short, small talk with the universe to in-depth, meaningful,  and helpful dialogue.

The first time I remember directly talking to the Universe was during a Meditation
session. I had just decided to say “Hey Universe.” And to my delight I got a reply, “Hi!”   It was the reply of someone eager and excited to be talking with me, like they had been waiting this whole time.

Conversations With Me
Here is something you should probably know, the Universe is me. Just like the Universe is you. It surrounds us, it fills us, it belongs to us, we belong to it. Am I sounding crazy? Well, good! But shame on you! Because what I am really talking about, when you get down to it, is creating a dialogue with yourself.

The reason why I call it Conversations with The Universe is because I need to understand that I have a much bigger impact and much more control over my life than I let myself believe. By believing in the Universe and talking with and confiding in the Universe I am willingly living my own life as a result. The Universe in my mind is the all knowing, all mighty, all capable being. By creating a dialogue with something so huge, I am empowering myself in return.

Benefits of This Dialogue
A benefit of talking to the Universe is that you are releasing your thoughts into the ‘outer world’. Can you recall a time when your head was full of thoughts and you just couldn’t seem to make sense of them? Then you found yourself talking to a friend and suddenly things started to become more clear, more understandable, and more manageable. Talking to the Universe does this for you. Sometimes people are better at giving others advice than giving it to themselves. Starting a dialogue like this creates another version of you coming to you with the problems. Suddenly it’s easier for you to find the right advice. But this advice is coming from the all knowing, all mighty, all capable being called the Universe. It is your subconscious answering you.

I believe this is just one slice of the Universe and all that it is. So I will be back and I will be talking about it some more!

Believe in you!
Tori J Wilcox